sigh deeply thinking about the hws that i havent done yet, but still, im here, updating my blog. Bila nak terima kesedaran diri ini wahai ainurrrrrrrrrrr. U'll be facing a very big examination in just a few months. Hmmm but i feel like updating today, entahlah nak mengisi kekosongan dalam diri. eceh.
Soooo i just got back from Johor, yea had a family vacation, seronoklah ofc. looking at the nature, rasa tenang sikit even tho the waves were having fun curling at the sea, seram seram jugak. Tinggi pulak tu ombak. Tak pasal pasal kena tarik, but yeah, overall it was fun because i got to spend my time with my fam before going back to sepintar. Lepasni jangan harap ko nak balik, kelas je memanjang, kalau ko nak balik takdanya hati ko tenang kat rumah, kena belajar 24/7 (jk). And this time, i didnt manage to take many photos on my cam ;-; sebab most of the time i only used my phone & my mum's to take da pictures. We stayed at Timotel Hotel on our first day there, and then we moved to Desaru Beach Hotel Resort & Spa (this place was heart eyes). On our third day, we stayed at M Suites Hotel.
It was funny remembering back the moment where I opened the google maps to search M Suites Hotel, and then these kind of results popped out 'm suites hotel berhantu' 'hantu m suites hotel '. And i was like whuuuut and then i showed that to my mum and she was like 'alah biarkan je lah benda tu'. Mana taknya, hotel tu dekat ngan Villa Nabilla. Me and bros were being overly excited because it was our first time seeing a ""haunted house"". Biasanya keluar kat tv je kan, ni dapat tengok real life. Excited kot. Bila dah arrive kat hotel tu, dapat lah feel seram dia, tapi takda apa apa pun, the room was fine & beautifulll and we got to see Singapore from our room. Bila nak keluar swimming, guess what we can see Villa Nabilla from there. Tapi, takpa. Masing masing buat muka biasa and just walked casually to da swimming pool.
Makan makan kat Johor best tapi tak boleh lawan kat utagha huahuahuahauhaua. Missing penang, perlis & kedah. Best sangat pergi sana. The views were breathtaking. Still tak boleh move on, rasa nak menetap terus je kat sana T________T
And yeaaah talking about school, so far so good. We had our UB1 on January, yea i know awal bukan awal je awal gilaaaaaa. But it did give me motivations la nak memperbetulkan kesalahan kesalahan yang lalu ceh. BUTTTT staying in an elite class is not easy brooo. Bukan nak berlagak ke apa, but I feel insecure like everytime okay okay every single second. They are sooooooooo genius compared to me da potato who always sits in the corner thinking why did i even move to the class.
ANDDD they are soo good in add math like wHY ARE U GUYS SO GOOD WHY WAEGEURAE. I got B in my UB1 for add math tu pun dah rasa macam ya Allah aku bersyukur kepadaMu tapi bila tengok orang lain punya result 91, 95, 88, 81 i feel like jumping off a cliff. Tapi apakan daya, bersyukur jugak dapat kelas tu sebab persaingan dia sengit like sengit gila takpelah korang bersainglah biarlah daku disini slowly mencari arah tujuan yang benar. My mom & dad always said takpa duduk kelas tu, biarlah kita nampak orang bersaing kita pun akan ikut bersaing. Yelah, in shaa Allah, doakan diri ini berjaya.
Many events are coming and wish us luck huehue, SPM pun nak dekat wish us luck huehue. I believe that all of us can do it yaaaa, break a leg okay everyone for the upcoming exams! all da best! thats all from me xoxo
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